Thursday, January 12, 2012

She's doing well

I know your scared.
I know you think I'm hurting you.
And I know it does hurt.
But you need to understand that we can't fix the problem until we know where it all started.
We need to go further back.
This will hurt. I won't lie to you. But it is necessary. For your growth. For your survival. For my salvation.
We are all connected little one. And that connection is through Him.
Others who I have helped learned the hard way.
But you don't have to. You can still succeed with little pain.
Let me help you little ones.
I have more experience than I care to share. But that makes me the best person to help you.
And I can help you.
All you have to do is ask.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Why? Why do you resist me?
You can't stop him without me. You need me. I know its scary. I know its hard. But you have to let me do what I have to do. PLEASE!

I know
your just like me.
You fight no matter what. Even fight those who are trying to help you.
I understand now. I'm sorry. I hardly get angry anymore so I'm not used to the emotion like I used to be.
You should be glad that you get angry and upset. I used to be just like you. Now I'm Mother.

Let's start again okay?

Thursday, November 24, 2011

I'll never forget the first day we met.

You were so little. Playing in the park. The swings were your favorite.
And the slide.
Everything was so perfect.
You ran and imagined and played with no fear.

Then He found you.
From the edge of that park he first appeared. Then in the swamps near you home. No one could see him except me. I was the first. I tried to convince others but no one cared. Not like me.
I protected you but your friends.
They tried to hard.
They did too much.
And you had no idea.
I made sure of that.
If you had known you would of gone after them. And I couldn't have that.

See, I've been protecting you for years.But now that your all grown up you need to learn. Learn the consequences of your actions. Maybe someday you'll thank me. When you can.
If you survive.
Let me help you.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

That's good now.

Keep that up.

Your doing well.

I'm so proud of you.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Alike

You remind me so much of myself.
Always defiant, yet naive.
Always very stubborn.

But I know where you have been. I've traveled this road once. And I can help you. Sometimes we need a trial by fire to show us who we really are. I needed that. Maybe your just like me.
It won't be long now. I don't want to loose you but I also know that the Mother bird has to let her babies fall before they can fly. 
It won't be long now.
Take your time but know He won't wait much longer. Your going to be forced to make a move.
Know that I'm here for you.
All you have to do is ask.

I love you,
Mother

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Hello Little Ones

My sweet little ones,

Your mother is here. I'm sorry it took me so long to find you. But it's been a long time since I started.
Before I was weak. I didn't know what to do. But now I'm prepared and ready to help all of you when you need me. All you have to do, is ask. Remember that I love you all very much.
Please don't be afraid to ask.
Love,
Your Mother